friends

we are supposed to keep secrets
no matter how bad they are
not tell them.

Crash

Have you ever been so mad you just dont
want to do anything. you want to miss everything and let the world go by like
nothing. Just for a couple of days, but it goes by so fast, yet so slow. Say you
have had the WORST weekend ever you you wish it had never happend. Just alot of
strange, sad, depressing stuff and it makes you sick to your stomch. You sleep
for 48 hours, no food, no water, no telephone, no computer, no conversations
just you and your bed and the bathroom. Feeling sick and gross because of that
weekend makes you not want to do anything ever again, but you know you have to,
and you know that you have to get over it somethime because

your still alive.

i try...

"Nobody is perfect. No one knows everything. No one can
keep to them selves. Everyone has to talk. Everyone has to care about something.
Everyone gets mad. Every one looses someone they love or know or care about. No
body is nice. Everyone has a bad side. Boys DO cry. Girls DO eat. even when they
dont. they do."

- Marilyn Manson

YOU are who YOU choose to be

Dressing up for special occasions, or to go out partying, or stuff like that people wear special clothing. Do they not? People are afraid to show "their side" and actually wear the clothes that hide in their closet for thoes special occasions. Why not wear them. Make people look. Make people talk that is what we are here for, right? To make people talk, and to make them look and say "hey, yeah, that is me, that is what i like to wear, occasion, or not occasion", and not be afraid to wear it. Wear whatever you want, it dos'nt matter, who is gunna tell you what to do, and what to wear. You are who YOU CHOOSE TO BE. Who cares what everyone else thinks. Are they you? Do they think like you? Do they have ANY CONTROL over you? no. You have control over you. YOU make choices. You choose who you are, who you want to be, what you want to wear, your attitude, everything about you. NO ONE IN THE UNIVERSE can choose that for you. That is up to you. You make the GOOD decisions, or the BAD, YOU still make them. And what, what is everyone gunna say? People make mistakes, its apart of life. If no one makes mistakes, then no one would try anything new, because we all would be scared to try. Nobody's life is "PERFECT", does'nt matter how rich you are, how popular you are. It is the choices you make to let it all happen. Money cant buy happiness, or love. Thoes are the choices you have to make to get there.

Mad World

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
And their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow
And I find it kind of funnyI find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
'Cos I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad World
Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
Made to feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me

No Title

I don't think you trust,
in, my,
Self-righteous suicide,
I,
cry,
when angels deserve to die

Depression

What is Depression?
Depression is a mental health disorder that can affect the way you eat and sleep, the way you feel about yourself, and the way you think about things. A depressive disorder is more than a passing mood. It is not a sign of personal weakness, and it cannot be willed or wished away.
A depressive disorder involves the body, mood, and thoughts. People who are depressed cannot "snap out of it" and get better.